What would you do in my shoes. ??

i had a medical condition, i did all above beyond to make sure i did not lose my qualityl ife. i loved my life. i had a special life. it was blessed even as i almost lost it . a drug addict got into my life. he was taking advantage of all i had and was. he knew he was wounding ne and taking me down. and out of control . i got to doctors who let him take my life down. i did all above and beyond to get to doctors to be cared for. they did not budge as life went away from me and hell came my life. now im left with nolife ability to work or survive.im twisted into madness and a loss unproductive life and suffering. i did what i could to alert my doctor before i crossed the line . he did not care. now i have no legal rights or human rights and no life . my life has passed before i could \live it. a person who i befriended took it from me . left me to die and did not care. i did not sit there and do nothing, and yet i was spit on . what to do now.die commit suicide .

What would you do in my shoes. ??
The only thing that we have in life is HOPE and you can't lose it. The other is FAITH in order to survive. And the other is COURAGE to have the guts to live. Don't think about suicide because it is just a false door open, when you close that door there is no way to go back in life. Yes that life that God gave you as a gift. Don't throw in God's face His gift. Sometimes in life we see everything dark but always we can find a way to see the light at the end of the tunnel. If you want your rights back you have to fight. Life is a struggle, is a little battle everyday, maybe we lose some but that doesn't mean that we have lost the war. Help comes from you, not from doctors or counselors, an army of people will try to help you but if you don't put a little from you the rest is wasted. Will power comes from us not from the people. Sometimes we need to go deep down in order to get out of the ocean of madness and to learn a important lesson that is how to survive in life. Be with God and always think that He's there for you, the problem is that you don't see Him in your heart. God bless you and keep trying.
Reply:i have thought of committing suicide many times. i have had to deal with coming out of the closet to many of my friends and family. i had to do this not so long ago. the friends that i had were not good for me b/c of drugs, yet i hung out with them all the time. i almost didn't graduate b/c of hanging with them and doing drugs with them. i don't blame them for my choices b/c they were my own. i have since learned that life is just a huge test for all of us. whether we pass or fail is up to us. my religious opinions are my own and i would not force them on anyone, but MOST religions agree that it is wrong to kill yourself. if you were not meant to go through this "trial" then you would already be dead. you have to take what you can from the situation and say that you have learned and are ready to move on. Be strong for you and your child, and i will pray for you.
Reply:try a drug rehabilitation program and talk to a professional psychologist along with the treatment program professionals. if you are serious about turning your life around there are programs available. check with your local welfare office, police department, mental health clinics for further information.
Reply:You need to ask Jesus into your life. I don't know who you are, but God does and I will be praying for you.
Reply:Get some help from a counsellor. Your question is hard to understand. I can only say get help.
Reply:choose to live.....everyone dies...there is still something for you here. don't let go. God can HELP!!!
Reply:There is always more to do or learn. Even if your not able to do what you once did there is something out there. I hope you will seek help outside of this place.





As for the question what would I do in your shoes?? I would find the time to turn inward. I would read the books that put off for yrs. I would learn to make lace. Or maybe learn to paint. I'm on my 4th life right now. Life one I was an abused child. Life two I joined the Navy, Life three I was a sexy young girl who had a rich boyfriend who taught her to fly a plane, and bought her everything. Life four I'm learning about my spiritual side.


So life changes and goes on. Good luck. If you want you can email me. I don't need the 10 points but I would like to know your OK
Reply:there is hope and help out there and you got to keep trying even tho its hard and seem hopless remember one thing when you dead your dead and if its an illnes with no cure make the best of it, if its you just want to give up and commit suicide than thank again if you have family what will they feel even if you gusy dont get along it will hurt and what if you dont die you just cause a long term disable to your self what them cant walk or talk or move your arms or what? Your life is not yours to take its the people around you your close to god gave you like it is his deccusion when your life is over.
Reply:its not your problem its gods give it to him if u kill yourself u go straight to hell nothing is worth that pray baby pray god is good put your life in his hand believe
Reply:As long as you have breath you have a chance.All any of us has is this moment right now.Turn your will over to your higher power.Dont fool yourself by blaming anyone else for your addictions or your choices.As long as you do this it wont change.God bless you and I love you no matter what!
Reply:This is a very sad story, and my heart does go out to you. Believe me, it does.





Now, let's try to sort it out, and to make sense out of it. I see you say, "I have no life." Let's try realizing as long as you are still alive, you have a life. And where there is life, there is hope.





Now this part; "a drug addict got into my life, he was taking advantage of all I had". Can you realize the possibility that he may not have been able to do that unless you let him? Cause' taking responsibility for it, can be the beginning of a new start. O.k?





"My life has passed even before I could live it." O.k, go back to the part where you said, "I loved life, I had a special life, it was blessed even as I almost lost it."





I hope that gives you relief. Cause' from that I hope you can see you did have a life, and you still do. You only almost lost it, or you wouldn't be writing this now.





I see you have good writing and communicating ability, you are blessed for this.





I know I can write, but one way I learned is because person to person it is very hard for me to communicate, that is a little different.





Try to be thankful for each day that you are here, and possibly change what you value, what you base the value of you're life on, and you should see things begin to turn around for you.
Reply:First, suicide is permanent. I would hate to think that you killed yourself, when an answer to all of your problems, might just be right around the corner. Look, for whatever reason, we all have tragedies in our lives. We can either overcome them, or let them overcome us, and find ourselves, wanting to end our lives. There are many people in your situation. You are not alone in that, even tho we all seem to think that our problems are much worse than every one elses. Find a priest, or preacher. Talk to them about your problems. They will help you find all the help you need, financially, and everything else. Good Luck.



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